[shooting guard or small forward?] it was brought to my attention by p that i was poorly mistaken about shawn marion -- he is a shooting guard. i apologize to all parties affected, and thank goodness shawn marion himself didn't read this, because i'd surely be kept out of phx suns game in the future =( also, p was pretty adament about pointing out that centers are actually really skilled players.. except that they're only perceived at not being so skilled due to their rather unswift and tall nature at times. he pointed out players like alonzo mourning (who i loved back in the day when he was on the Hornets! woo!) and david robinson are excellent and valuable centers. i stand corrected, and thanks for keeping the learning moving (that can't be grammatically correct, but oh well, it sounds good) =D

[disappointment and confusion] seems to follow me around when it comes to people. a friend and i had a really great conversation on friday (whom i deeply thank) about relationships with people. mainly friendships. just when you think things are in that ~pinky promise~ mode, they don't seem to be. i also noticed today that it doesn't take much to hurt and be hurt, and that people can be so oblivious to other people's feelings so easily. stunning realization: exclusion is the root of all evil. i indeed speak in large paraboles and with immense vagueness because i don't want to offend anyone i care about, but yeah.. =P usually, i'm not one to complain that much, but i just get really disappointed and dismayed when people treat me like i don't exist. hello, i live in the same house, street, city, country as you -- yes, i exist. gootness. i donno waht else to say except... poop. di is confused.

[the psychology behind picking a toilet stall] is something i realized actually exists! i'm not quite sure how it works for guys, but for girls.. it's a subconsciously strategic move if you want to find the one immediately. either you pick the one right at the end that you think *no* one goes to, or you pick the very first one. those are the strategic suckers. the not-so-strategic-suckers go into every one, inspecting the quality of the toilet seat and availability of toilet paper before settling on relief. just a subtle daily act that i noticed. =D i wonder how it works for guys.. i recently found out that there are actually some urinals that aren't encased? =O eeeee good grief.